Saschas diary

Friday, January, 2^nd
The long talk Sascha had with Christian did Sascha good. He now knew that he could trust his friend fully. They both agreed that they wanted to be faithful to each other. And though they both knew that failures could happen, they also knew that they would speak to each other about these slips--even if it hurt. They swore this pact with each other.

Saturday, January, 24^th
Sascha enjoyed having sex with Christian. In time, they experimented with things that earlier, for Sascha at least, had been unthinkable. For a long time, Sascha had considered anal intercourse out of the question. Now, as their relationship deepened, he wanted to find a more intense experience. He wanted to take his lover inside him. He wanted to come as close to Christian as is possible for two men.

Friday, February, 6^th
Although Sascha had no problems talking about sex, somehow he felt funny trying to tell Christian that he would like to try something new. He did not know how Christian would react. But Christian only laughed. He had already had experience with anal intercourse and enjoyed the experience. Christian had not brought up the matter because he didn't want to force Sascha into anything. The doors were now open! Christian lit a candle and put a CD with romantic music on the stereo. "Relax," he said to Sascha and began to massage him. After much foreplay, he asked Sascha if he was relaxed. Sascha nodded. He was still unsure and nervous, but he trusted Christian and was excited about what would happen.

Wednesday, February, 11^th
"At first, it was hopelessly difficult." His good friend, to whom he could tell everything, grinned. "Yes, it was the same with me. First I was so seized with cramps that I couldn't function at all; it hurt like hell. Next time I had some lubricant with me, but we had to give up once more. But on the third time, everything came together. I was completely relaxed and my lover was gentle and careful..." Sascha interrupted. "And it was delicious. I thought it would rip me apart with delight. I'm certainly glad I had this experience with Christian." Sascha's friend then told him that a short time ago, he had tried something new--rimming. Sascha had heard about rimming before, but only in connection with the diseases one could pick up in the process.