Saschas diary

Saturday, December 6th
(c) by SPOT 25 and AHS Switzerland

Both boys had agreed to go out together. Sascha couldn't wait for the evening to arrive. Now they were at the disco, dancing together or standing at the bar chatting for hours about this and that. As the disco was closing, Christian asked Sascha if he felt like a walk through the old town. It was a cold and windy night, but Sascha was oblivious to the weather. They strolled through the empty alleys relishing the silence and looking up to the stars. Christian grasped Sascha's hand and pressed it to his chest. Sascha's knees almost collapsed when Christian embraced him and kissed him on the cheek. Sascha could hear nothing but his own deep breathing. When Christian pressed his lips tenderly against Sascha's, Sascha felt a true moment of ecstasy.

Saturday, December 13th
The past week seemed to take years to end. Sascha had counted the hours and minutes until he would see Christian again. They had both agreed to spend the night together. Sascha needed to use his best persuasive powers to get his parents' permission, but finally he succeeded. Sascha knew that this night it would happen. This night he would lose his innocence. And he could hardly wait for that moment. At the last gay youth group meeting, one of his friends had given his some condoms when he learned Sascha would be spending the night with Christian.