| COMING OUT STORY by Abey, age 19, o.abe@mailexcite.com |
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Hi my name is Abey. Yea I
know thats a kind of strange name but hey I have strange
parents. Any way this is my coming out story its a bit
sad a bit funny and alot of tears at least for me. Ever
since I can rememberI knew I was gay but At first I
didn't even want to believe it so I hid the truth from my
self. the worst thing I could of ever done. It wasn't
untill I got into highscool that I started to be more
truthful with my self and realise what I was but I still
hid it from the rest of the world i was scared becouse
where I came from being gay was only allowed if your
female but if your a guy you were lucky to make it out of
there alive. Any ways after High school I moved to the
BIG city where imet this awsome guy and I liked him and
asked him if he was gay i kind of flenched thinking he
was going to pound the life out of me but instead he said
With a very big smile YES. I was so releived. We talked
for hours but I never saw him after that but that was a
major turning point for me shortly after the urge to come
out was so great that I had gotten greatly ill. I needed
to tell someone but who copuld I trust. I was scxared and
sick that I lost 15 pounds in just two days. My cousin
knew something was troubling me so she went and picked me
up from my grand mothers house and made me tell her what
was wrong and when I told her she just said thats all I
thought you had killed someone or something like that.
Those words stuck with me for a long time "Thats
all" she acted like it was no big deal and maybe it
wasn't but it made me realise I didn't need to be afraid
to be me. So I told my mom and a couple of my aunts and
my vewry good friends who all seems to be of the female
gender curses not that there is any thing bad with girls
but give me a guy any time hehehehe. just kidding well
bye for now and thanks for giving me the time to write my
story. |
